you try to control it but it gets the worse of you and makes you feel ugly inside and out..

sigh

life is full of obstacles. emotion is endless. there is a beast inside of me, slowly unleashing itself. If i cant get my feet on the ground and straighten up, it'll take over me. forever. replant yourself to the person you used to be

thanks for all the bb people for praying for me and my family.

especially isaak, kenneth, charis, glenneze, samuel, isaiah, jarrett, joel, matthew, eugene and bryan. 

you guys brightened my day again even though it didn't last long. god bless you all

i hope i didn't missed out anyone